my dads the only family i had chara if i say hes horrible then thats it theres no one else just me who wants to say they were raised by someone horrible? or waiting for someone horrible to come back? couldnt even impress someone horrible? thats embarrassing lol
dads just... who he is. i can accept that even if HE cant accept that im just who i am so i learned even more from him than what he taught me
if i hate him and let myself think hes horrible and all that... then im still stuck on the islnad inside. still thinking about him when he's probably not thinking about me as much even if im not missing him. hating him would still just be wasting more time.
i wanna be better than him. i wanna be free i wanna win
[ He attaches a photo on the fly of himself clutching Sofia to his chest, swaddled in blankets together in bed, cheek-to-cheek with a theatrical pitiful pout on his face. Sofia, on the other hand... looks like she finds this a lot less funny, and like Alberto may or may not get bitten after taking this spontaneously loving selfie. ]
[ An unusually honest and open conversation yields an unusually honest and open answer, quite by surprise. But... yeah, Sofia definitely at least tried to bite him. ]
[ He switches to a video call suddenly, where there is no undo, just real-time recordings sent automatically, and is swiftly punished for being overconfident... as he so often is.
He's pulled Sofia close again, though this time he's smiling at the camera, a wide smug grin, before he leans in to give her a kiss on her cheek; but she's just looking around the room awkwardly, obviously uncomfortable with his arm pressed around her, so when he tries to guide her face to look at the camera... like Chara jinxed him or something, she bites his hand. Hard. ]
Ack! OW!
[ Yeah, that... looked like it hurt. There was an audible "chomp" and everything. ]
[Famous last words indeed, Chara can't help but wince at that audible chomp but they also can't help but laugh a little too. And boy it's a good thing they're sticking with text on their end, even after Alberto switched to video.
They're pretty sure Alberto would not take well to them laughing at his pain.]
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but other than that ercole was a jerk yeah
anyway
i kinda DO ruin evertyhing
not always
just sometimes
dads better off without me tho
its ok
ive gotten over it
im better off without him too
[ Clearly over it... ]
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Maybe, or maybe your dad was horrible. It's okay to admit that kind of stuff you know?
But yeah, you're better off without him.
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if i say hes horrible then thats it
theres no one else
just me
who wants to say they were raised by someone horrible? or waiting for someone horrible to come back? couldnt even impress someone horrible? thats embarrassing lol
dads just... who he is.
i can accept that
even if HE cant accept that im just who i am
so i learned even more from him than what he taught me
youknow what i mean?
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Sometimes real family isn't related by blood and sometimes you gotta just dump the ones you were unfortunately saddled with because of blood.
But maybe that's just me.
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my dad would probably agree with you.
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i dont hate my dad tho
and i dont want to
i think thats more of a victory, sorta
if i hate him and let myself think hes horrible and all that...
then im still stuck on the islnad inside.
still thinking about him when he's probably not thinking about me as much
even if im not missing him. hating him would still just be wasting more time.
i wanna be better than him.
i wanna be free
i wanna win
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and i mean at EVERYTHING
including a better dad!! even to sofia!
[ Aha! Full circle to how any of this came to light in the first place, months ago now. ]
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[That's something Chara will never budge on.]
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[ He attaches a photo on the fly of himself clutching Sofia to his chest, swaddled in blankets together in bed, cheek-to-cheek with a theatrical pitiful pout on his face. Sofia, on the other hand... looks like she finds this a lot less funny, and like Alberto may or may not get bitten after taking this spontaneously loving selfie. ]
🥺 🦖💗 mia bambina!
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[Chara's not dumb, they have a hunch though that Alberto will lie to them about being bitten.]
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[ An unusually honest and open conversation yields an unusually honest and open answer, quite by surprise. But... yeah, Sofia definitely at least tried to bite him. ]
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[They're pressing X to Doubt here, sorry Alberto.]
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anwyay she tries to bite me LESS than before too
so thats progress
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Congrats.
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[ He needed the win, Chara. Just a tiny shred of satisfaction. ]
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[Enjoy that tiny shred, it might not last long.]
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[ "Look! I'll prove it!" ...Famous last words. ]
video;
He's pulled Sofia close again, though this time he's smiling at the camera, a wide smug grin, before he leans in to give her a kiss on her cheek; but she's just looking around the room awkwardly, obviously uncomfortable with his arm pressed around her, so when he tries to guide her face to look at the camera... like Chara jinxed him or something, she bites his hand. Hard. ]
Ack! OW!
[ Yeah, that... looked like it hurt. There was an audible "chomp" and everything. ]
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They're pretty sure Alberto would not take well to them laughing at his pain.]
Barely tolerate you, it seems.
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she's just CRANKY!!!
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