( After Chara was away for a while from their room at the inn, Asriel takes the time to leave a message. He doesn't expect for Chara to respond, but he's alright with that. )
Howdy, Chara.
Are you there?
It's me, your best friend.
I don't know where you are, but I hope you're okay.
I don't blame you. I never blamed you for anything that happened at home. Not for the bad timeline, or for anything that went wrong with our plan.
[Oh Chara reads the message and for some reason, it just makes them angry again.
Of course, Asriel doesn't blame them, of course. Even though he said himself he needs to get over them, and yet here he was sending them a message. The whole thing just rubs Chara the wrong way and probably does the opposite of what Asriel would want to happen.
Venti's going to teach me how to play music. I... really hope that when you come back, I'll be able to play a song for you.
( If they come back. )
There's a lot I want to talk to you about when we see each other again.
...
I'm sorry.
I was... really sad for a long time without you. When I woke up as a flower, I didn't think it was worth being without you. That was the only reason I was able to figure out what DETERMINATION was for myself. But, no matter what I did... all I wanted to do was see you again. Back when I was a flower, I thought you were the only one who could help me feel again.
I knew that you were with Frisk. I could feel your SOUL with theirs. And when Frisk left -- you'd be gone, too. It's why I wanted to keep you there no matter what. I... didn't want to say good bye to you again.
But, that wasn't fair to you, Chara. Even if it means I have to be alone... I knew that I'd have to let you go. Everyone deserves to be happy on the surface. I'm okay with being alone. But, I knew that I'd always miss you.
But, being here with you again... I never thought I could be happy again like I was when we met again.
No one could ever replace you.
( They'll send the message, but they know that they won't get a reply.
( But nobody came. )
It's alright. They... just hope that Chara reads it when they're ready to. )
Some of it is things they already knew, like how Asriel wanted to keep them around. But others they didn't exactly know, like the exact feelings he was feeling at the time.
Chara almost writes a reply, but they stop themselves. They're not sure if what they want to say will just make things worse so they'll just remain silent for now.]
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corruptedsave) wrote2021-03-02 10:49 pm
9/9
Howdy, Chara.
Are you there?
It's me, your best friend.
I don't know where you are, but I hope you're okay.
I don't blame you. I never blamed you for anything that happened at home. Not for the bad timeline, or for anything that went wrong with our plan.
I don't blame you for any of it.
Wherever you are... Please be safe, okay?
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Of course, Asriel doesn't blame them, of course. Even though he said himself he needs to get over them, and yet here he was sending them a message. The whole thing just rubs Chara the wrong way and probably does the opposite of what Asriel would want to happen.
But hey, they read it at least.]
9/10
I hope you're okay.
... I'm sorry about everything that happened. I never should have pushed you to talk about anything.
Things never feel the same without you. It didn't back then, either.
I hope wherever you are... you're alright.
9/11 (cw suicide)
Venti's going to teach me how to play music. I... really hope that when you come back, I'll be able to play a song for you.
( If they come back. )
There's a lot I want to talk to you about when we see each other again.
...
I'm sorry.
I was... really sad for a long time without you. When I woke up as a flower, I didn't think it was worth being without you. That was the only reason I was able to figure out what DETERMINATION was for myself. But, no matter what I did... all I wanted to do was see you again. Back when I was a flower, I thought you were the only one who could help me feel again.
I knew that you were with Frisk. I could feel your SOUL with theirs. And when Frisk left -- you'd be gone, too. It's why I wanted to keep you there no matter what. I... didn't want to say good bye to you again.
But, that wasn't fair to you, Chara. Even if it means I have to be alone... I knew that I'd have to let you go. Everyone deserves to be happy on the surface. I'm okay with being alone. But, I knew that I'd always miss you.
But, being here with you again... I never thought I could be happy again like I was when we met again.
No one could ever replace you.
( They'll send the message, but they know that they won't get a reply.
( But nobody came. )
It's alright. They... just hope that Chara reads it when they're ready to. )
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Some of it is things they already knew, like how Asriel wanted to keep them around. But others they didn't exactly know, like the exact feelings he was feeling at the time.
Chara almost writes a reply, but they stop themselves. They're not sure if what they want to say will just make things worse so they'll just remain silent for now.]