Venti's going to teach me how to play music. I... really hope that when you come back, I'll be able to play a song for you.
( If they come back. )
There's a lot I want to talk to you about when we see each other again.
...
I'm sorry.
I was... really sad for a long time without you. When I woke up as a flower, I didn't think it was worth being without you. That was the only reason I was able to figure out what DETERMINATION was for myself. But, no matter what I did... all I wanted to do was see you again. Back when I was a flower, I thought you were the only one who could help me feel again.
I knew that you were with Frisk. I could feel your SOUL with theirs. And when Frisk left -- you'd be gone, too. It's why I wanted to keep you there no matter what. I... didn't want to say good bye to you again.
But, that wasn't fair to you, Chara. Even if it means I have to be alone... I knew that I'd have to let you go. Everyone deserves to be happy on the surface. I'm okay with being alone. But, I knew that I'd always miss you.
But, being here with you again... I never thought I could be happy again like I was when we met again.
No one could ever replace you.
( They'll send the message, but they know that they won't get a reply.
( But nobody came. )
It's alright. They... just hope that Chara reads it when they're ready to. )
Some of it is things they already knew, like how Asriel wanted to keep them around. But others they didn't exactly know, like the exact feelings he was feeling at the time.
Chara almost writes a reply, but they stop themselves. They're not sure if what they want to say will just make things worse so they'll just remain silent for now.]
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corruptedsave) wrote2021-03-02 10:49 pm
9/11 (cw suicide)
Venti's going to teach me how to play music. I... really hope that when you come back, I'll be able to play a song for you.
( If they come back. )
There's a lot I want to talk to you about when we see each other again.
...
I'm sorry.
I was... really sad for a long time without you. When I woke up as a flower, I didn't think it was worth being without you. That was the only reason I was able to figure out what DETERMINATION was for myself. But, no matter what I did... all I wanted to do was see you again. Back when I was a flower, I thought you were the only one who could help me feel again.
I knew that you were with Frisk. I could feel your SOUL with theirs. And when Frisk left -- you'd be gone, too. It's why I wanted to keep you there no matter what. I... didn't want to say good bye to you again.
But, that wasn't fair to you, Chara. Even if it means I have to be alone... I knew that I'd have to let you go. Everyone deserves to be happy on the surface. I'm okay with being alone. But, I knew that I'd always miss you.
But, being here with you again... I never thought I could be happy again like I was when we met again.
No one could ever replace you.
( They'll send the message, but they know that they won't get a reply.
( But nobody came. )
It's alright. They... just hope that Chara reads it when they're ready to. )
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Some of it is things they already knew, like how Asriel wanted to keep them around. But others they didn't exactly know, like the exact feelings he was feeling at the time.
Chara almost writes a reply, but they stop themselves. They're not sure if what they want to say will just make things worse so they'll just remain silent for now.]